Thursday, November 26, 2009

Not Dead!

An inactive blog doesn't mean that the blogger is dead! Wth! It could be of hundred of reasons but mine.....LAZY + BUSY + NO MONEY and NOTHING OUT OF THE ORDINARY.

To put it simple, since I moved back to Kampar it takes time to adapt into a new class which already have their own groups. Kinda similar like the previous time when I was in Diploma but in the end I managed to fit in just nice. Just like every other boring place you can think off, nothing special happened in Kampar except for some bad news which was about the death of students from UTAR and KTAR.

Here I am, at home again surfing the net with a lousy line...Should have just 'POTONG' but then it would be a fuss to apply again. Planning to upgrade my cpu with the extra PTPTN money. Friends from KL are coming this Saturday to visit ipoh, not me, (ARSE-Holes). ANYWAYS this is only to show that Im still doing OK and I would like to start blogging back when I have the decent connection and time to start with. Please do no forget about poor old me~

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Feeling Alive Again....

Today before the last class, a group of us hotel students went out to melati to get some theme party gifts. Im juz tagging along to see wht I can help them wif, because they helped us a lot in our team party. I guess i have to include their names here who are Kai weng (Buddy), Alyssa (siu la ba), carmen (dai la ba), Li wen and shin.


Since im gonna lend a hand, they decided to take my car instead cuz my car parked at the nearest to the college. Went to a supplier shops of candies, chocolates, sweet stuffs u name it. Saw a lots of old sweets that we used to like during our childhood period. Reminiscing about our past in the store wif loud voices of laughter and screaming. Kai weng apparently is close to the store keeper so we can almost act like we are at home. And then happens a childish act....I was walking to the back telling carmen we had to go cuz class starts at 5.00pm and its already 4.36pm. Here how it goes:

Me: Do you want to buy those snacks?
Car: Yea
Me: Do you have money?

Then she starts looking at me with those cute expression

Car: Yaloh, please buy for me please!!

Then she started pulling my hand

Me: I dun have enuf money to buy the things I wan and ur asking me to buy for you? chisin!

Next I tried to walk out quickly she starts grabbing my hand saying ' I want ar, I want ar' like a little kid who wants tit bits.
Luckily the floor is slippery therefore its easy to walk out wif her still dragging my arm.
Chisin loh, but in the end Kai weng bought it to her as her birthday present....then the whole group starts bad-mouthing me in a joking way. Out of choices, then belanja her at kopitiam loh.
We were chatting , laughing and screaming like today was our last day. People around us start starring but we dont giv a shit and continue do wht we do. And finally we went to class at 5.30pm. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Its like getting back what I have lost in the previous years, it makes me feel so alive being able to do what I wan without anyone's consent and Juz be myself although its onli in a short time period. Thanks guys for making this trip to study at KL being a bit more worth it.

Li wen has some of our crazy conversation at kopitiam recorded. I wonder when will she post it. XD

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Having a Dilemma (Advice Needed)

I have been given a choice to stay at KL campus or transfer back to KAMPAR campus. Each have their pro's and cons. Im gonna list it down here.....Im really desperate to have a mindset of decision and Im confused wif it.

KL CAMPUS===> New environment but hazardous air to breath with
Complicated people's but most of them arent
Expenses are high
Unfamiliar wif the location
Need to do a lot of networking and road remmembering
Almost doing everything alone.....it gets lonely sometimes

KAMPAR CAMPUS===> Familiar environment wif fresh air but its too comfortable it makes
people lazy.
Most of the people were easy going people in other words, friendlier
Expenses are half of KL's
Easy to get home or convinient
Existing friends can help or accompany


The main reason I consider to move back KAMPAR is that my dad is not working so our family income is limited plus my lazy sister is being supported by my mom so i try to dont trouble her too much....sigh.....anyways and I cant adapt to the KL hectic life like I tink I can be4 arriving here. Sigh....what to do? Whats the best option? Will I regret later? What If....? Can I start all over again? Everything is so messed up plus the assignments, some coursemates and lousy staying place....I wonder when can I finally settle down juz for a day.....a day is all i ask. Its been 8 weeks now and Im still struggling for an answer. If you were asking about me How am I doing?, well the answer is Im not doing good and absolutely not happy about almost everything except for the convo dinner and OON there's really nothing else that made me happy for this past couple of weeks. SHYT...im going emo again.

OK NOW!! Back to the main topic, so to put yourself on my perspective...which choice is your solution for this mess? Advice are appreciated....honestly.

Monday, July 13, 2009

OON aka Orientation Odyssey Night~

Its been 6 years including this year where I have never been to those college events where the leng lui and leng chai compete wif each other wif their appearances and talents. Luckily or Incredibly there is extra tickets for the show last nite...VIP summore! Cool, and the best thing is....ITS FREE!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! (Thx Kai Weng!)

Without delaying my answer, straight away said YES!!!! GOD DAMN YES!!! GIMME!!!!

Its was packed wif people, the event started at 4pm but kai weng said we can go at 5.30pm cuz we are VIP!!! but even so when we arrived at 5.30, the show STILL havent start....pity those who reach at 4pm. SUCKERS!!!!!!!! NYahahahahah!!!

Lots of people plus the contestant wearing formal outfits..and myself still wearing the white and black long pants....outdated old timer.

The event went on smoothly but there is only a few parts that is 'presentable'.....their acting is like even an old blind warrior 'mang hap' also noe they are faking it. The worst thing is.....the one some of us expected to win...won NTG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Those lousy performers and singers won EVRYTHING!!!! It was a total fuckedup event!!! Not only us but most of the ppl stunned by the jury's result. The jurys was Digi's representitive, 8tv, ntv7 bla bla bla.

Overall, it was fun in the middle but sux in the end....no point. But at least there are beautiful girls to see...the guys...sad....cant even say good loooking than me. LOLZ, juz kidding.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Convo Dinner At Daidomon!!!

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/album.php?aid=129385&id=552773711&ref=nf

The link above is the album where today's spectacular event were held in Daidomon.
Nothing much to describe but these bunch of new friends i have juz made really brightens up my dull and stressfull KL life. Im gonna miss them when Im going back kampar. There shud be more pic in my class rap's camera but I dun have her account! ZZzzzzz....

Anyways take a look~~

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Rockaway Free Concert 2009!

Been emo-ing for the past few weeks and suddenly Linz sms me. "Wanna go to a concert?", yea sure! Of course!! Better than staying alone doing nothing but sleep and syok sendiri playing PC. This is the 2nd time I'hv been to a concert...the first time I wasnt even sure it was even a 'concert'. The concert is called Rockaway 2009 and its also a local concert. Yea I noe, the word 'local' doesnt really triggers any spectacular feelings...not really expecting much bout it. More expecting into meeting Linz, HAHahahaha!

It was held in Dang Dung Damn Wangi whtever the place name was it was stills stupid. The person that named the place even more stupid-er. There were more malays than chinese at the concert. Making us felt like a total ODD people in it. Free drinks and snacks were provided....but mostly at the entrance, the other stalls in the corner were charged.

The local bands performing are better than I anticipated to be, groups like Estranged, Bunkface and The Times really rocked!! The concert started at around 2pm and end around 7pm. But we went back at 6 cuz its dam tiring and not to mention the crowd's tossing water bottles, shoes, free givaways like mad. Its a nice experience though, changed how I looked upon our local bands.

Too bad Angie and Albert wasnt there to enjoy it, Hehehe. Thx Linz for bringing me there~

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Oh Great....SHYT!!

Its only the 3rd week and the assignments are pilling up. Slowly getting to know my coursemates which is good but something occured to the first few person I befriended with.

There is a girl particular talkative to me at the first then sudden change of attitude towards me.
Here the story goes~

In one morning juz finished the first class, since there is another 3 hours to the next class we decided to go to the library. Surprised to see my class rap (leader, monitor or whtever you call it) with her assistant. So we sat together getting to know each other when she(class rap) asked about if I have a gf or not....so i said im single and not really into a relationship rite now (cuz Im still tryin to adapt KL hectic lifestyle). Then we chat around kiddingly until I said "you are beautiful, friendly and smart sure have many people queue up trying to get you". The girl(one I meantioned didnt show any obvious change ..yet) and then I offered to help both girls to take their stuffs cuz they were carrying stacks of books...of course as a normal person without bringing anything would help. The class rap accepts but the girl doesnt (starts showing signs of rejection).

The next day, she started ignoring me. Going to lunch wif her own set of friends and I tried talking to her whats going on but she juz coldly reply me. I tried talking to her face to face to get a clear understanding what is going on but she dun even give a damn bout it. Great!! This happens when I started to adapt. Talked ith a few friends and what they say was =>

"You tink too much" (Yeah..maybe)
"You made her jealous" (I didnt compare those two at all)
"You hurt her feelings" (As I said, no comparison made)
"She assume you were a playboy" (Maybe some will tink that way but I was obviously joking around)
"Maybe she likes you and you compliment other girls" (Oh no...this is bad)

Why do these things happen to me when Im juz starting to adapt...sigh.
The best thing was we are in the same assignment group and she does the assignment already without telling me. I heard cases where some girls in Kl would do that juz to get you flunked. Hopefully shes not that kinda person.....oh gawd!!!! Cant even have a moment of peace. To those who tinks KL was a better place to study...think a few more times again.