Finally!!! A chance to leave my house!!!!! I would like to thank my dad, my mom, my sis etc etc etc.
Sickko's family invited me to join in their 'battle' at Genting casino!!! Wow! Excited!! Going nuts!!
And its the first time I have really been in one, wonder what it really looks like inside 0_o.
My mom usually goes but I didnt follow her but I followed sickko's mum go instead...weird....
Woke up at 5.50am yesterday morning to pack stuffs then gather at sickko's ipoh house. The transport is cheaper than I expected, Rm20 nia!! Wif free meal coupun summore, but DAMN my genting card expired so I cant get the coupon. =((((
The trip took longer than expected but it was a good opportunity to get some rest due to 2-3 hours of sleep only. Once we reached, the aunties goes to get the room while waiting for dumb siccko when he reach first but dunno where TFK, hahaha. After the rooms settled we straight away enter the battlefield...the aunties are suggesting me to get a genting card to collect points and so I did with the blur expression. What luck, the system is DOWN!!! The aunties were laughing their ass off saying 'Its your first time here and the system broke, your really sumting man'....I was like WTF thats gotta do wif me T_T
Fine nevermind, I dun give a damn already....entering a war zone without an armor....must rely on my 'evade' skill HAhahahaha!!! And only equipped with 'weapon' worth rm400. Alright!! ready and set with the sleepless expression, we charge!!!!!!! dealer die plsss XD
Sickko and the aunties teaches me to play baccarat, carribean stud (which is the most fun of all but DAMN its friggin costy for a game), 3 pictures and other gambling stuff I only witness in movies. Not going for a slot machines, its like a 'priest' desperately trying to at least deal 1 dmg to an 'archer'....impossible!!! BUT one of the aunty made it!! She won around 3k!! Its a miracle!!!
Today we woke up at 8, went for dim sum where the auntie who won the 3k treated us eat all you wan. Thx auntie and Thx for the free room stay!!! =D
Off to the 'battlefield' again!! Finally get a chance to play Caribbean Stud and whadayou noe?! 4 of a kind!!! The 1st card is 7 (cheh, so small) 2nd card also 7(got pair better than ntg lar) 3rd card 7 (Walau 3 of a kind, got chance get house) 4th card 5 (5th card pls be 5 pretty pls...) 5th card 7 ( WTF!!! 4 of a kind!! 50 x 25 + 500!!) jackpot money rm500 + wining the dealer rm1250 = rm1750!!! heart pumping action absolute gan jeong-ness!! BUT GOD DAMIT THE DEALER HAS NOTHING TO DEAL (At least need an Ace and a king to deal)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rm1000 gone down the deep stinking drain!!!!!! FUACCCKKKK!!!! Dealer!!!!! Diu 9 You!!!!!!! Chisin.......He he~ =X
But at least I got the jackpot money worth rm500 and my dissatisfaction aura affected the jackpot machine thingy making it broke down!!! HAhahaha!! Dai sei!!! Dun lemme win 1k!!!! DIU!!!!!!
Anyways back to the main story, sickko is having a hard time playing 5 card games...its even harder for him as a 'mage' with no Intelligence to 'battle' with the cunning card shuffling machines.....thats not all....the scariest shit i 1st time witness....the true 'Cursed' person. Its sickko's friend, whenever hes around me or nick his 'aura' of misfortune reeks man and I thought its just a friggin coincidence. BUT i was wrong, proved wherever he bet SURE and I MEAN SURE lose....even he is not playing standing behind you...your cards all fuckedup!! WALAU!!!!
GOD DAMN!!!! Sorry man if you read this but its how I experienced it, no offence =X
In the end when the time doesnt allow us to continue on, I made it out alive with rm250 and sickko...I better not say it. Pity him, HAhahahahahahahaha!!! Nick's mom and another auntie loses but still survive to fight another day. Its been a while since hanging out with fun people. The memories of my secondary school life where we 1 big group hanging out flood into my mind. Miss those days, really for real. Sigh =((((((
Going back ipoh at 5pm and waiting for the next time for a chance to hang out again. When i got back, i chatted with jordan but he lost his common sense or I also dunno WTF is wrong with him.
Here's the chat ---:
"Jordan" says:
now can online also dunno can do what
~ Absolutely Ridiculously Insanely Boredom-ness ~ says:
oh yea
~ Absolutely Ridiculously Insanely Boredom-ness ~ says:
ur nub com cant play games
"Jordan" says:
what nub com
"Jordan" says:
i can pla l4d okay?
~ Absolutely Ridiculously Insanely Boredom-ness ~ says:
then?
~ Absolutely Ridiculously Insanely Boredom-ness ~ says:
wht u waiting for? CNY?
"Jordan" says:
what cny?
"Jordan" says:
wat u toking?
~ Absolutely Ridiculously Insanely Boredom-ness ~ says:
chinese new year lar, gone retard ledi?
~ Absolutely Ridiculously Insanely Boredom-ness ~ says:
can play still duwan play
~ Absolutely Ridiculously Insanely Boredom-ness ~ says:
wonderfull
"Jordan" says:
what can play?
~ Absolutely Ridiculously Insanely Boredom-ness ~ says:
4 thumbs up! incluing the toe
~ Absolutely Ridiculously Insanely Boredom-ness ~ says:
left 4 dead lar sohai
~ Absolutely Ridiculously Insanely Boredom-ness ~ says:
u sleeping izit?
~ Absolutely Ridiculously Insanely Boredom-ness ~ says:
duwan diu u lar
~ Absolutely Ridiculously Insanely Boredom-ness ~ says:
so blur
~ Absolutely Ridiculously Insanely Boredom-ness ~ says:
go drink milk and pls
"Jordan" says:
wtf
"Jordan" says:
i really dunno wat u tlaking
"Jordan" says:
u mean last time cny play is it
~ Absolutely Ridiculously Insanely Boredom-ness ~ says:
-_-
"Jordan" says:
or now can play but dowan play?
"Jordan" says:
WTF?
~ Absolutely Ridiculously Insanely Boredom-ness ~ says:
duh
What I learned from the conversation is when you step into working life, you brain gets fucksdup and degenerates. Reminds me of a event in the radio saying that 'Im not smarter than a 12 year old'. Correct me if im wrong but it sounds sumting liddat. XD
Friday, February 27, 2009
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Life of a Mirror
I show what people wanted to see about themselves,
I reflect the image of the appearance but not the real person within oneself,
I imitate the same emotion to what you have shown to me,
An eye for an eye is the philosophy.
I am suitable to be hung at place where people can stare,
It makes me feel a sense of belonging when I'm at somewhere,
I am fragile and I break easily,
I might hurt the person close by so please take good care of me.
I am sad when I was replaced with another thing,
As if I have never existed at the very beginning,
I will be kept away and eventually be forgotten,
Time goes so slow when my frame starts to rotten.
Before a new year arises I will still be stuck in the basement,
Where every other stuffs were also abandoned,
When the garage sales day comes,
I'll be sold away for recycle leaving those memorable place where I was being hung.
I reflect the image of the appearance but not the real person within oneself,
I imitate the same emotion to what you have shown to me,
An eye for an eye is the philosophy.
I am suitable to be hung at place where people can stare,
It makes me feel a sense of belonging when I'm at somewhere,
I am fragile and I break easily,
I might hurt the person close by so please take good care of me.
I am sad when I was replaced with another thing,
As if I have never existed at the very beginning,
I will be kept away and eventually be forgotten,
Time goes so slow when my frame starts to rotten.
Before a new year arises I will still be stuck in the basement,
Where every other stuffs were also abandoned,
When the garage sales day comes,
I'll be sold away for recycle leaving those memorable place where I was being hung.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Once every while...
Once every while do you feel that your sick of everything? Well, today its that day for me.
Those thoughts are coming back again....about suicide, unwanted and loneliness.....is unbearable.
The thoughts of what meaning of life really is? I started to think too much when i'm alone for a long time. Happens often recently. I'm happy in the outside but in the inside..i'm struggling with myself.
Looks can be deceiving huh? Tears started overflowing from my eyes as the thoughts consume me.
When I get to noe about the life of everyone i knew, i see that they are moving on whereas i'm still stuck with the feeling of being left behind. That feeling is really a burden, i cant stand it.
The truth is i'm jealous with the life's of people around me, make me sick of myself and makes everything just plain sick. A sight for sore eyes, a sound for sore ears, a voice for sore throat and a mind thats fuggin in chaos being filled with nothing but these empty thoughts. At the moment rite now, i hate everything....and i mean everything.
Wht an emo bastard u guys tink huh? I'm juz writing what do i feel now. I dont care bout your comments anyways. Like god's gives a damn. I dont need to be pitied, I juz wanted to be a part in someone's life as it has a proof of existence of mine. It makes me feel as if i have a reason to go on. I dont have any reason to go on to begin with....what a sad creature i am. I forgot when does these thoughts started poping up, it just did. Its hard to use words to describe my state now...i'll juz end my bitching now.
Dont worry bout me though, when it type like this I felt much better for myself. I hope i can get back to my usual self in a few more days. No worries!! Yeah!! I can do it!!!!!!!!!! =D
Those thoughts are coming back again....about suicide, unwanted and loneliness.....is unbearable.
The thoughts of what meaning of life really is? I started to think too much when i'm alone for a long time. Happens often recently. I'm happy in the outside but in the inside..i'm struggling with myself.
Looks can be deceiving huh? Tears started overflowing from my eyes as the thoughts consume me.
When I get to noe about the life of everyone i knew, i see that they are moving on whereas i'm still stuck with the feeling of being left behind. That feeling is really a burden, i cant stand it.
The truth is i'm jealous with the life's of people around me, make me sick of myself and makes everything just plain sick. A sight for sore eyes, a sound for sore ears, a voice for sore throat and a mind thats fuggin in chaos being filled with nothing but these empty thoughts. At the moment rite now, i hate everything....and i mean everything.
Wht an emo bastard u guys tink huh? I'm juz writing what do i feel now. I dont care bout your comments anyways. Like god's gives a damn. I dont need to be pitied, I juz wanted to be a part in someone's life as it has a proof of existence of mine. It makes me feel as if i have a reason to go on. I dont have any reason to go on to begin with....what a sad creature i am. I forgot when does these thoughts started poping up, it just did. Its hard to use words to describe my state now...i'll juz end my bitching now.
Dont worry bout me though, when it type like this I felt much better for myself. I hope i can get back to my usual self in a few more days. No worries!! Yeah!! I can do it!!!!!!!!!! =D
Friday, February 6, 2009
-Dream-
This is only according to my own Hypothesis, not all are true and it's only what I thought It is.
Dream, what is a dream?
A dream is experienced when you are sleeping, it may vary according to situation. As an example You are tired after working a whole day then you got to bed which may effect what dream will occur. Day dreaming doesn't count here because day dreaming is when you were imagining things about something which you likely wanted or anticipated it to happen but usually its only a short moment of time however the dream I am talking about is the current time when the moon rises.
There's something that makes me curious about these dreams, don't people ever wonder why in some situation you found that you have been there but in fact its your first time being at the place or you have seen a particular scene somewhere but you don't recall?
I want to say this again, its only my own hypothesis. I believe the brain is trying to tell our unconscious self about whats going on in our lives by showing us weird stuffs but then if you put your mind in it, it's like a disoriented puzzle. When you put the pieces back you can understand what it means. As an example which happened to me, there is one nightmare where I was being killed over and over again but being killed by different means (Scary Isnt it? =X)
It took a while to understand what did it meant until one day I gave a long thought bout it, maybe the 'being killed' part is what I hate bout myself and the question for 'How did I die' refers to the fragments of myself that I detest. Does make sense right?
There are sometimes dreams that is total irrelevant, it maybe that you are dreaming someone else s dream. A person may also experience multiple dream at once but only the most 'clear part' is remembered and a person can only continue a dream as if going through a story book IF that person have the desire and will to continue doing so. Its almost like a circle of people you know, where your brain synchronize with another person. The dreamed might be shared but the dreamer's doesn't realize it. When you are dreaming another person's dream, you are actually trying to understand 'that' person's a little bit more but you may not aware of it. Dream is like another world for sleeping people and animals (they dream too). It shows us about our current feelings and what we are going through. Dreams do not lie, It may be confusing like a Chinese riddle but it does not lie.
Another type of dream which fascinates me is the 'vision' dream which I called so myself. These dreams show what will happen in the future but the question of How, When, Why and Where is still a mystery. An example where you are familiar with a certain place or situation but you never go or do it before. I don't have enough prove about this matter, it's my own assumption. Believe it a not, our minds may have the power to see the future but only we don't give a real deep thought about it. Last time I was silly enough to write down what I dream t in a paper then if anything familiar situation happens I go read back the paper and checked it again. But too bad I am too lazy to do such a thing, that why I cant prove that how great is the brain really is.
Okay...now to test this I will write down my previous dream. I'm playing WOW, using a dwarf covered with green and yellow line cape with a spear like rifle taming a beholder then controlled the beholder to bully other lower level monsters nearby.
Okay, done. And now I'll wait this test and I'll prove that the 'vision' may happen.
(Please happen, pretty please!!! XD )
Dream, what is a dream?
A dream is experienced when you are sleeping, it may vary according to situation. As an example You are tired after working a whole day then you got to bed which may effect what dream will occur. Day dreaming doesn't count here because day dreaming is when you were imagining things about something which you likely wanted or anticipated it to happen but usually its only a short moment of time however the dream I am talking about is the current time when the moon rises.
There's something that makes me curious about these dreams, don't people ever wonder why in some situation you found that you have been there but in fact its your first time being at the place or you have seen a particular scene somewhere but you don't recall?
I want to say this again, its only my own hypothesis. I believe the brain is trying to tell our unconscious self about whats going on in our lives by showing us weird stuffs but then if you put your mind in it, it's like a disoriented puzzle. When you put the pieces back you can understand what it means. As an example which happened to me, there is one nightmare where I was being killed over and over again but being killed by different means (Scary Isnt it? =X)
It took a while to understand what did it meant until one day I gave a long thought bout it, maybe the 'being killed' part is what I hate bout myself and the question for 'How did I die' refers to the fragments of myself that I detest. Does make sense right?
There are sometimes dreams that is total irrelevant, it maybe that you are dreaming someone else s dream. A person may also experience multiple dream at once but only the most 'clear part' is remembered and a person can only continue a dream as if going through a story book IF that person have the desire and will to continue doing so. Its almost like a circle of people you know, where your brain synchronize with another person. The dreamed might be shared but the dreamer's doesn't realize it. When you are dreaming another person's dream, you are actually trying to understand 'that' person's a little bit more but you may not aware of it. Dream is like another world for sleeping people and animals (they dream too). It shows us about our current feelings and what we are going through. Dreams do not lie, It may be confusing like a Chinese riddle but it does not lie.
Another type of dream which fascinates me is the 'vision' dream which I called so myself. These dreams show what will happen in the future but the question of How, When, Why and Where is still a mystery. An example where you are familiar with a certain place or situation but you never go or do it before. I don't have enough prove about this matter, it's my own assumption. Believe it a not, our minds may have the power to see the future but only we don't give a real deep thought about it. Last time I was silly enough to write down what I dream t in a paper then if anything familiar situation happens I go read back the paper and checked it again. But too bad I am too lazy to do such a thing, that why I cant prove that how great is the brain really is.
Okay...now to test this I will write down my previous dream. I'm playing WOW, using a dwarf covered with green and yellow line cape with a spear like rifle taming a beholder then controlled the beholder to bully other lower level monsters nearby.
Okay, done. And now I'll wait this test and I'll prove that the 'vision' may happen.
(Please happen, pretty please!!! XD )
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Chinese New Year at the year 2009
There's only 2 words appear in my mind when CNY comes which is 'GAMBLING' and 'ANG POW'!!! Wheeeeee!!!! Okay, lets start at the first day....lets see if i can remember because nearly every day is the friggin same thing I did for CNY. The last 3 days be4 CNY I was called by Nick to go his hous gamble again. Called early in the earliest of morning juz to ask me go to his to gamble but since i have ntg else to do so I juz go loh. Played a lot of cards games involving mahjong tiles (La Mi?! or is it Ra Mi? WTH!! who cares!) and learned '13 cards' and 'texas holdem' but Texas holdem' was my favourite. Its a game where the battle of money tossing and psychological attacking player around the small square table. Some people tossing the money like a trash onli....shiet them...scare the shit out of me. XD
After gambling around like 3am we went for supper and then we went to infinity to play LEFT 4 DEAD!! Wooohoooo, salutations to the creator of this magnificent game that needs absolutely teamwork to win!!! Something I can brag to other player bout 'IM A PRO PLAYER OF LEFT 4 DEAD!'. Played versus mode with my cousin Alex and Jordan, my friends Eric, Nick, Fidelis,Derek and of course my sister...sorry to tell you guys this. U GUYS SUX!!!!!!!!!! Wahahahaahaha!! Juz joking, you guys made the game more interesting. =)
Starting from the first day of CNY, i cant wake up to go to my father's side grandmothers hous to collect ang pow's. =(
BUT luckily my dad for once in a long time helped me and my sis to collect them!!! =D
For the first time in CNY I wore a chinaman's outfit!! Gets lots of positive comments! Worth the marathon walk in the jusco and worth the money! XD
Sorry there is no picture of me wearing that outfit, Im gonna get a digital camera soon so hang on there for more interesting add ons!
The routine of Gambling - Supper -Left 4 Dead - Sleep continues for almost 1 week until we dont have enough player to play versus modes and finally the fun ends. =((((
Day 4 Our Go-Pro group (Gossip- pro!, dun look at me liddat..Im juz a member not the founder XD) went to teluk intan visited one of my coursemates elly, ate steamboat together and had a nice chat of how singapore is like...wasnt good as i expected. 0_o
Day 5 Went to yum cha wif Tim and TKN, learned bout mahjong 3 players using cards! meet jon's gf( Is it? sorry if im mistaken) and 2 friendly girls who is also crazy people. Thats what crazy people have...the craziness that attracts people to get together wif them juz like me! XD
Alex went back at wednesday, nick and Tim went back at saturday, eric and TKN going back at monday, my coursemates leaving at tuesday...everybody goes off.....argh! have to endure the loneliness again. Ah..and Chris, u friggin said ur not coming back this year but this morning we saw you...shuen loh dun call me. I guess this is the CNY event that happened this year....it can be more merrier but oh well. At least everyone is back and we had a good time together right?
To end this I wish every reader a Happy good start and hope that this is would be a better year compared to the previous ones! Cherioz~~~ Ciaoz~~
After gambling around like 3am we went for supper and then we went to infinity to play LEFT 4 DEAD!! Wooohoooo, salutations to the creator of this magnificent game that needs absolutely teamwork to win!!! Something I can brag to other player bout 'IM A PRO PLAYER OF LEFT 4 DEAD!'. Played versus mode with my cousin Alex and Jordan, my friends Eric, Nick, Fidelis,Derek and of course my sister...sorry to tell you guys this. U GUYS SUX!!!!!!!!!! Wahahahaahaha!! Juz joking, you guys made the game more interesting. =)
Starting from the first day of CNY, i cant wake up to go to my father's side grandmothers hous to collect ang pow's. =(
BUT luckily my dad for once in a long time helped me and my sis to collect them!!! =D
For the first time in CNY I wore a chinaman's outfit!! Gets lots of positive comments! Worth the marathon walk in the jusco and worth the money! XD
Sorry there is no picture of me wearing that outfit, Im gonna get a digital camera soon so hang on there for more interesting add ons!
The routine of Gambling - Supper -Left 4 Dead - Sleep continues for almost 1 week until we dont have enough player to play versus modes and finally the fun ends. =((((
Day 4 Our Go-Pro group (Gossip- pro!, dun look at me liddat..Im juz a member not the founder XD) went to teluk intan visited one of my coursemates elly, ate steamboat together and had a nice chat of how singapore is like...wasnt good as i expected. 0_o
Day 5 Went to yum cha wif Tim and TKN, learned bout mahjong 3 players using cards! meet jon's gf( Is it? sorry if im mistaken) and 2 friendly girls who is also crazy people. Thats what crazy people have...the craziness that attracts people to get together wif them juz like me! XD
Alex went back at wednesday, nick and Tim went back at saturday, eric and TKN going back at monday, my coursemates leaving at tuesday...everybody goes off.....argh! have to endure the loneliness again. Ah..and Chris, u friggin said ur not coming back this year but this morning we saw you...shuen loh dun call me. I guess this is the CNY event that happened this year....it can be more merrier but oh well. At least everyone is back and we had a good time together right?
To end this I wish every reader a Happy good start and hope that this is would be a better year compared to the previous ones! Cherioz~~~ Ciaoz~~
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